Can’t get the future out of my head
The car, it is always on my mind, no, I don’t have anymore news, but it is there, in my mind, every day. I don’t know what to do, I just can not stop thinking about it. I just keep imagining where I can drive to, I keep looking places up. I keep looking at Cricket venues, I keep talking to people, saying we must meet up next year. It has become an unhealthy obsession, one I wish I wasn’t having. I also need to learn how to be tighter with my money, currently I am wasteful, to run a car I will need to be clever. But I am sure I can sort that out.
Don’t get me wrong, I think it is good to look forward to stuff, just think I need to calm down, but I do not know how, please help?